A Look At What Will Be
“Okay Trey, I'm going to affix this to your forehead. If all goes correctly you should be able to see where you will be five years from now. Take it all in, and then we'll bring you back and you can report how it went, okay? It may take a moment or two to stabilize… Alright, 3, 2, 1…” Within just a moment, one that felt like it lasted forever, Trey found himself completely displaced from where he was. A shower of light curled down in front of him as he tried to take in what he was seeing. He felt like a passenger inside of his own body. Although, after getting a few looks at it, it sure didn't feel - or look - like his body. It was soft, warm, and most importantly, feminine. Very feminine. Large breasts presenting themselves to the world, and himself, through the collar of his shirt. He was walking through a park. The greenest grass he had ever seen blowing in the wind. The lake shimmering with beautiful sunlight bringing out the glow in his skin. He found his arm wrapped around something. Large, firm, and tall. It was a man's arm… a man's man if there ever was one. Once he spoke, his head finally turned towards him and gave Trey a better look.
“Is this that moment? The one you saw five years ago?” The guy was conventionally attractive… his t-shirt hugging his form, a chiseled jaw, a clean cut, and a build that towered over him. But that wasn't what made Trey feel off… it was something more. Something much more powerful. Like an innate understanding of him and a love he had never had before. This guy he didn't even know felt special to him. “It is.” The words rolled off his tongue the same way they always did, but the voice that came out of him certainly didn't match his own. It was distinctly effeminate, and yet distinctly his own all the same.
“I love you, Taylor.” The man looked down at Trey with a soft gaze, before they pulled themselves towards one another. By the time Trey realized what was happening it was already too late to internally brace himself. They kissed, his body closed its eyes and let itself melt into the man before him. Desperately pressing itself against his chest, leaning up and standing on its toe, pushing into his tongue which filled its mouth so fully. Trey should have felt shock and fear at being forced to kiss a man like this, yet he couldn't deny he felt safe. He felt comfortable, protected, and completely at peace with this man and his place as his woman. And then he was pulled back to the past.
“Welcome back… take a minute to collect yourself and then tell me what you saw.” Trey reeled for a moment. He saw something but it definitely wasn't his future! “That… something was wrong, that couldn't have been my future.” The researcher raised an eyebrow as he wrote something on his clipboard. “I assure you that was your future, I don’t think we could give you someone else’s future if we wanted to.” That didn’t make sense to Trey though. That was a woman’s life, and what he saw… it made him feel so at peace… that scared him. “I was a woman in it! I swear it wasn’t my future.” The researcher sighed. “That was your future. Congrats on your transition then. Anything else to report about it?” Trey was dumbfounded. He did his best to explain what he saw, leaving out how he felt about it all personally, and they dismissed him. They said it was his future, no exceptions. If that was the case, was that woman him? It couldn’t be… but every day that passed he found himself yearning for the way that he felt then. He didn’t want to like it, he didn’t want to admit that transitioning was inevitable, but it was inevitable, he did like it. If he ever wanted to feel like that again, he would have to start making it happen now… and so Trey, no, Taylor did. Five years from now couldn’t come sooner.
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